This was a very peaceful day and I slept for most of it. I am experimenting with taking a natural product that was formulated for use in bioterrorism, I believe. Some people with chronic fatigue and Lyme disease are trying it with good results. It has goldenseal in it which is not meant for long term use. I am on day three of a two week trial and it is certainly doing something. I have less pain, odd twitches and I am very sleepy during the day.
When I wake up from these naps, I realize that I've had strange dreams; I can't even begin to describe them.
This evening I wrote a paragraph for my fan fiction novel. It is slow going lately. I decided to give my heroine a love interest, which will be tricky for me because, well because I can barely imagine what that is like anymore. I have the man's name and I will give him a mansion to live in based on Lockwood Mansion in Pennsylvania. I just watched an "Old House Tour" video of it.
Reading some other random journals here I see that my writing is way more deliberate than the writing of other people. I am unable to think of other descriptive words; deliberate is the only one that comes to mind. Well, I am grateful that I can even put sentences together. When I walk it often feels like I am walking on one of those swinging foot bridges. Many times it feels like I am doing something in a dark room with someone flicking a light switch on and off continuously. It usually isn't that extreme but close enough that I choose to be careful and deliberate.
When I wake up from these naps, I realize that I've had strange dreams; I can't even begin to describe them.
This evening I wrote a paragraph for my fan fiction novel. It is slow going lately. I decided to give my heroine a love interest, which will be tricky for me because, well because I can barely imagine what that is like anymore. I have the man's name and I will give him a mansion to live in based on Lockwood Mansion in Pennsylvania. I just watched an "Old House Tour" video of it.
Reading some other random journals here I see that my writing is way more deliberate than the writing of other people. I am unable to think of other descriptive words; deliberate is the only one that comes to mind. Well, I am grateful that I can even put sentences together. When I walk it often feels like I am walking on one of those swinging foot bridges. Many times it feels like I am doing something in a dark room with someone flicking a light switch on and off continuously. It usually isn't that extreme but close enough that I choose to be careful and deliberate.